Rabu, Mei 13, 2015

The Living Photograph by Jackie Kay - An Analysis




One of the poems that is required to be taught is The Living Photograph by Jackie Kay.

Since there are no reference books yet, yours truly had so much free time to spent 'coz she's no longer planning the wedding of the year.  You're welcome.

***


The Living Photograph


My small grandmother is tall there,
straight-back, white broderie anglaise shirt,
pleated skirt, flat shoes, grey bun,
a kind, old smile round her eyes.
Her big hand holds mine,
white hand in black hand.
Her sharp blue eyes look her own death in the eye.


In the photograph, the persona's supposedly "small' grandmother is "tall'.  Her hunched back grandma (hence the word "small") was still youthful and "straight-back" and so she looks "tall" in the photo.  "Straight-back" could also signify she was poised and composed.  She is wearing a "white broderie anglaise shirt" and a "pleated skirt" which shows she was a woman of class, upper or middle.

She was a kind and loving person "kind, old smile..." and she accepted and loved the persona unconditionally - "Her big hand holds mine, white hand in black hand".  See Jackie Kay is half Scottish, half Nigerian, and she was adopted by a Scottish family.  The persona could be Ms Kay herself, or a character that she wants to portray as biracial, hence the "white hand in black hand".

The persona's grandma was a fiercely brave person, a person who wasn't afraid of death - "Her sharp blue eyes look her own death in the eye."

Note that her *spoiler* grandma is dead, and yet she refers to her in present tense.  This shows that she is alive in her heart, and that the state of her grandma in the photo is how she wants to remember her.

It was true after all; that look.
My tall grandmother became small.
Her back round and hunched.
Her soup forgot to boil.
She went to the awful place grandmothers go.
Somewhere unknown, unthinkable.

However, the persona's grandma didn't stay like that in the photo.  She started to grow older and develop a hunch back.  Dementia set in - "Her soup forgot to boil". And in the end, she died - "She went to the awful place grandmothers go."  As a kid, the persona didn't understand what that place was, it was just "unknown" and "unthinkable".

Note that in this stanza, the persona refers to her grandma in past tense when describing her actual state before dying.  As the grandma is described in past tense, this also shows that the persona is over the tragedy; and that this small, hunched back senile woman that was her grandma is now dead.

But there she is still,
in the photo with me at three,
the crinkled smile is still living, breathing.

Nonetheless, despite watching her grandma growing old and die, the memory of her still lives on.  The persona doesn't want to remember her grandma as old and senile, but she wants to remember her as how she was in the photo with her when she was three years old - poised, loving and fierce.  She will always be alive in her heart and the good memories will live on, noted by the use of present tense once again.

Two themes are clearly seen here.  One, it is the positive image people create in remembrance of a departed person.  The persona wants to remember her grandma as how she was in the photo, not the days before she died.  When our loved ones die, we no longer see the ugly side of a person, whether their physical appearance before dying (aging, diseased,bad plastic surgery), their horrible attitude (was a bitch/dick) or bad habits (substance abuse).  We will remember them in their prime age, the great things about them and their contribution to society.  Look at how all those hated, heavily criticised drug abusing, trash-talking, plastic surgery-loving celebrities are being revered and paid homage to only when in death.  We forget and forgive all their shortcomings, unfortunately, only when they die.

Another theme is the coping with grief and loss.  And one way to cope with grief and loss is to hang on to the good memories of a person, instead of remembering the painful way he or she died.  The persona who was struck with grief by the loss of her grandma found a way to cope with it - which is to keep it in her heart that although her grandma is not with her anymore physically, she is still alive in her heart.  This is probably the best way to deal with loss, by telling ourselves that even though that person is not with us anymore, he or she will always be with us in spirit.  Believing in it brings comfort and closure.

***

By :  http://amandachristinewong.blogspot.com/

Rabu, Mei 06, 2015

Masalah Tak Boleh Tidur Lepas Study Lewat Malam


Assalamualaikum , hi guys !

Kononnya nak study awal , dari pagi . dan .......



"Im going to destroy your future." cakap telefon kepada Aaizaatt Azhar.

Hahahah , jadi aku start study malam ..

Now 6.09 a.m and i still cant sleep . My fault bcs take to much coffee . hahaha . Dari pukul 9 malam study sampai pukul 1pagi . lepastu tidur dan kononnya bangun pukul 3 untuk sambung study . buttttt , dah cuba untuk lelapkan mata , tapi tak boleh .

# TIPS UNTUK STUDY MALAM DENGAN SEGAR .

1. Buat coffee satu jug .
2. Buat kaw kaw memang gila pekat .
3. Isikan dalam botol air dan masuk dlm peti ais .
4. Minum semasa study malam , rasa haus je minum , dan minum sampai habis .

Dan anda akan merasakan kesegaran yang superb pada waktu tersebut .

 !!!AMARAN !!!
Saya tidak akan bertanggungjawab atas kesulitan untuk tidur selepas itu . hahahahahahaah

Menyesal jugak ikut tips ini , hahaha sampai kesudah tak tidur.

# TIPS UNTUK RASA MENGANTUK.

1. Tengok TV atau meneroka internet dlm keadaan gelap , ini akan membuatkan anda rasa teramat ngantuk.
2. Kalau tidak berjaya cuba untuk membaca buku-buku ilmiah . Tidak digalakkan membaca buku cerita , takut ketagih sampai tak sudah membaca hahahha .
3. Kalau tak boleh jugak , cuba untuk membuat latihan addmath , bila dapat soalan aneh , mesti akan terasa ngantuk . hahaha


Ya Allah , dan 6.30a.m . Ni adalah masa sepatutnya aku mandi dan bersiap ke sekolah . Haihhhh !! exam nak dkt !!! Nanti mengantuk !! Tak faham cikgu ajar apa !!! AIZATTTT !!!!!!!


Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...

Copyright © 2012 Reserved to Aaizaatt Azhar